Sleepiness practically seep in all my pores

I thought that I would feel better today. I really thought so. Even though I still wearing that bored expression on my face, I still do laugh and smile more than usual. Colleagues are cracking up jokes and trying to be funny. One of my colleagues is sending out some Valentine’s related gifts promotion email. My junior asked if I want flowers for Valentine’s. He is so cute with all the expressions on his face while saying that. The guys are trying to tease me.

It is more happening than usual. Perhaps it is because Chinese New Year is near and also I’ll be leaving the company. I should have felt happier and lighter. I should, but I don’t know why my head is feeling heavier than usual. So heavy that I feel dizzy. I can see little chicks with stars doing a merry-go-round. It feels as if oxygen is lacking. Maybe I just need a good night sleep.

I feel like curling up in my comfort zone, not wanting to be awake. I want to live in my own imaginary world. It is time to pick up the pieces and fragments of memories.

I saw this bear when I was hanging out with my family on Saturday. Something I would love to have, but I have a sun bear lookalike at home on the bed. Then I will have a pair of bears with scarf~